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[Jul0706] |
It's extremely devistating when you find your first love (Lance Bass) to be gay..
All power to him to being gay, and liking men. I have nothing against that. But I had these plans to marry him someday and we would have hot children :[
He is the whole reason why I obsessed over the number four.. I made my softball numbers 4, and everything. FOUR. His birthday is May fourth. &Four is also his favorite number. He was the first BOY I actually ever had a crush on.
I know when I started to obsess over him when I was little, everyone made fun of me &called him the GAY member of Nsync. I never believed it. I guess a straight guy can never be that fucking gorgeous. *Sigh* My life is over.

PSST. I even remember my first screen name, I think ever. (I did share one with my sister once when I was young..) But this was my first one by myself; luv4lance2001
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| sdfjksdf SUMMER!! |
[Jun0606] |
So, so far summer is pretty fantab. Friday i had a cookout with some of my good friends &afterwards we went and saw The Breakup.. Ughh it was such a cute movie. But i don't even want to TALK about the ending >:O but yeah ;] anyway.
Then the next morning(saturday) I had to wake up at seven!! I went on the ohio river - Boating with some good friends; me, katie, kellie, tyler &brian. It was so much fun. We didn't take too many pictures friday or saturday but we have TONS of vids :] for you to enjoy. so, ( ENJOY ) srsly :P
THEN. Today I went to a graduation part of one of my brother's friends. Srsly, like. Wtf. All of my brother's friends are HOT. It was okay :] I didn't know anyone but whatever lol. I just got home a little bit ago, actually.
Don't know what I'm doing for the rest of this week buttt, my brother's graduation party is Saturday :]
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[Jun0606] |
School's out! iudhfusd how about that.. But first lets start out with my birthday that was on wed. (May 31) ;]] <3
( sdfsyhgdfyusdf )
Katie brought ballooons to school&I had to carry them around all day long! Man thank goodness school was over at 11 haha.
( Then the next day school was outtt )
I didn't take any pics at school, though.. other than my favorite friend in the world :] Bunson!! Go look much.
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[May0506] |
So, as usual. I haven't updated in awhile. Whatever.
Ehhhh. Things haven't been going that well. STupid projects. Geo and ECA. Ew. Good news is family comes in next Thursday and I get to skip friday :] &Only 8 days left of school (7 for mee).
I miss him so much and he doesn't even realize. I just want another chance. Ugh, I know it'd last.. I love him.
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[Apr0406] |
So yeah.. It certainly has been awhile.. Basically Spring break was AWESOME, I did stuff everynight.. So really, going on Vaca isn't everything :] Then recentlyyy.. Katie's party was fun.. &We went to the reds game yesterday; me Katie Tyler&Andy :] ALL of my pictures can be found HERE on my yahoo photos.. There are WAY too many to post on an entry lol I'm soo lazy. but yeah check them out :]
Tomorrow I might see Stick it with Kelsey and Patrick? :] That sounds good. I have an ortho appt first. &Idk if I'll end up going to the movies anyway cuz Idk if I have a ride back ;/
But yeah that's about it kbye :]
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| Working out? Mwah? |
[Mar0306] |
So yeah; I've decided to start working out! Well, not too drastically.. lol Crunches & DDR ;] but my mom is buying a rec passsss XD so I'll be able to work out there, too.. But yeah I'm working out 'cuz I wanna gain back my abs! Raaww. SO I took some before pictures rofl so I can see how much I change!
( Before pictures! )
In OTHER news ;] lol Tomorrow I'm staying after&Going to the rec with like Katie Chris and Christy XD Maybe more people, not too sure yet iushfusdf so yeah I'm EXCITED. Then going to see Stay Alive on friday! Yikes! Then I think I'm going Skating on Saturday with Kelsey& Carrie? Ughh this weekend should be fun :]
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| Fuck The World! |
[Mar0306] |
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Okay.. so BESTFRIENDS are overated.. I must say though the only 2 people I can count on all of the time is Kelsey & Christy, things may go wrong sometimes but you two are like my real best friends.. I thought I had more but.. reality does hit you in the face eventually, right?
But it's okay I guess, I'm so pissed off.. But some people are cheering me upp.. =) this thing is public and I don't really like going into details ha. BUT, basically.. Um yeah you should know what I'm talking about lol.
Well, I'll go into detail later if I actually FEEL like typing.
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| OMGG =P |
[Mar0306] |
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Snow Day !!!!! =PP
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| whoaaaaaaaaa. weekend ness? |
[Mar0306] |
soo my weekend basically was. um, good =) (for the most part). friday we had that thing where sophmores got out of class at 1215 and hung out til 215 because of ogt testing all week. it was amazing. my crush hung out with uss ;] and flirted like crazy? i got messy though =[ first he poured water on my leg, then he shook up a pop and opened it on me, aye yaye yaye.
anwyaays. then that night i went to the mall w/katie and christy =) i got that bathing suit i posted with earlier ;PP
then that night they were supposed to spend the night.. first christy's mom called really pissed off, wanting her home(very personal problem so i'm not going to go into that). so she had to go home after we got to my house.. and then right when we walked in the door katie got sick and threw the hell up lol it was so nasty i started gagging and almost did the same, so i had to run upstairs lol.
^that was the worst part of my weekend.
then on saturday i went to the aquarium at newport on the levee. it was kind of fun. i got really annoyed with all of the stupid ass people there. i cannottt stand being around people RAWRR =) any- way. yeah i felt really sick, though. i think it was the car ride, but by the time we were leaving i got a bitchyass migrane that wouldn't leave me alone!! so i took medicine and it didn't help, it eventually did but it came back later anyway. rawr.
but i ended up seeing she's the man that night like i had planned on seeing, with kelsey&mandi. afterwards they came over and spent the night. it was alright, but what can i say my house is a total bore, lol like seriously.
then today they left around noonish.. and around four? i went to sams club =) yay, got tons of snacks now =P and i also developed tonnnns of pictures that i've been needing to develop. so now i have 1& 1/2 full photo albums already haa.
then after that we stopped at GOLDEN CORALL =) mmmmm that place rocksssss. it was, well, good. kay lol. then i just came home and.. did nothingg!
lol &erica called me from la rosas to let me know that her server was my ex, danny. the jackass. rawr. we broke up in 8th grade or so.. and then his cousin moved in and danny thought he was a total pimp, then. which he isn't, but he decided to stop talking to me. so yeah, asshole =D
anyway, HOLY SHIT that was a lot lol i'll like give someone a prize who reads it all rofl jk but yeah, i doubt anyone will read all of that! mmmmmkay outttttt ;] <3
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| ooh whooaa ohh! |
[Mar0306] |
rofl first i've got to show you. pete wentz gets nakeddddd ! ;]
hmm, mom came home monday. we went to OUTBACK and i got crab =D =P uuuuhmmmmm. she got me cool stuff =) a purse which is red =[ i thought my mom knew me well enough lol. but the one she got patty i fell in love with so we're sending mine back for the other =[ i feel so bad but yeah lol. then i got cool earings, ehh i forget everything else, haha but yeah. then aunt gabby gave me her crystals cuz i collect them =) then grandpa gave me a bunch of random stuff haa, i love them.
over memorial weekend EVERYONE. is coming down (MY BDAY WEEKEND !) like, noelle, jack, natalia, myles, lisa, her two daughers (maybe), mark, mark jr, aunt gabby, grandpa, probably mike. ETC ETC!! it'll be a BLASTTT and we're going to D&B =D
and yeah idk what else to update about sudfgusdf <33 .
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[Mar0306] |
mom called again from italy =] she said she was going to venice tomorrow and wanted to know what i wanted =P last time i was there i got a cute little mask thingeh, like in a masquerade. i also got a keychain and some other shizz. i think she's getting me the mask earings lol. she already got me other stuff. i can't wait for her to come home.
also, like i said my aunt gabby and grandpa are moving to the states from italy in like the next month. well, over memorial weekend (MY BIRTHDAY WEEKEND)(may 31).. everyone's coming down to ohiooo =D like them, my aunt noelle, my cousin jack and natalia and i think myles. basically it'll be really fun and i cannot wait ♥.
other than that i had a bad dream last night lol and then a shitty day. first, my dream was me and my mom were at home.. and we heard a noise so i go near the basement and it's someone playing the clarinet. a ghost. so we ran nextdoor to Jennifer's and i guess my friend katie was there hahha. so my mom ended up leaving us home ALONE cuz they had plans lol so me and katie were scared shitlesssss. we run outside and see the ghost open the front door and slam it to scare us. basically i woke up at 4;00 or so and hid under the covers i was so scared lol.
THEN. there was NO hot water in my shower. so, ew, i know. I DIDN'T TAKE A SHOWER. siofjiosdfjsdf. but then my dad went downstairs to look at it and it was off?!? so yeah by now it's hot again and i took my shower =] it's going to die soon anyway. it's been doing this for a while grr.
wow rofl that was a lot. PEACE.
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| mm winterformal<3 |
[Feb0206] |
mmmm yeah so winter formal was a blast. but not at first, haha. firstly, it started at 8 and kt was going to dinner with her bf first. she calls at 745! like "we're just now at the resteraunt" lol I hung up on her =X so I figured when she showed up she'd be mad. But she wasn't ha, so it was all good.
( MMM, yeahhhhh! )
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| I need to take a breather. |
[Feb0206] |
Woooww, lol. This week has been hectic. To start off, well I'm not going to talk about it in here if you know about it you know about it, and basically the kid was a total suifhsdufhsdf annoyingloser hahah. So yeah, had to deal with that.. So yeah today was primetime and all I really did anywhere was studyyy/play review games. &when we got let out [115 as usual] I went straight to driving school from 130-500 ish. First we did the usual - a class [class 9] and then took our testtt. UGHH I am such a bad test taker and I REALLY hope I passed =X Yikes. So yeah I didn't get home til like 515, today was a long day.
And ugh. Tomorrow. Examsssss. Tomorrow is p's 4&5 and I think we let out at 11? &Then the next day is p's 1 2&3. And I think then we get out at like 12. Ugh who knows. Tomorrow I have History and English. Right now I should really be studying for History but instead, I'm playing Yahoo Pool. Lol I'm really bad =( But yeahh. We get monday offff! AHhhh yesssss. =) mm that's all for noww ♥
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[Feb0206] |
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So, TOday I went to the mall w/ Katie =] & My momma. We bought our dresses! & Some jewlery, etc. I also finally found&bought those leggings from Hollister, ha ONLY 25 bucks. Wow, I'll have to buy the skirt later haha. So yeah later on Katie's coming over to spend the night =] &( here are some pictures! )
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| Eh, life.. |
[Feb0206] |
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Kay, so yesterday wasn't too bad (Or so I thought) -- Normal day @ school.. Then Driving School ugh. Got home around 5 ish.. Hung out basically all night long. Right when I was going to bed.. At Like 930 my Step Brother called reminding me it was my dad's birthday. So I go and call my dad trying to act like I didn't forget (Which I know he knew I did). I was like how's your birthday coming along? He's like It's, okay.. - I felt really bad. He sounded like really sad. For some reason I can never remember his birthday. I always think it's like the 23rd. So then I call my mom like um it's dad's birthday you know. She's like oh shit, basically. Then I cried for like an hour. I felt like the worst daughter in the world.. I'm getting him something extra special this weekend.
Anyway.. Today was pretty good. Kelsey&Mandi came to our lunch lol like Kelsey said, I didn't see much of her - she was kind of excluded with Shane 'cuz our table is so effing crowded there's never any room any other day anyway. They Got Burger King. Lol I kept Kelsey's Burger King toy. I didn't want to, I felt bad haha but she said she didn't want it? &Katie got Mandi's lolll. Yep. So, I'm getting my mattress this weekend & Going to the mall for various reasons, but mainly for my winter formal dress (which I'm not looking forward to, except the fact that the boy I like is going with us) heheh. SO yeah, that's enough for now I think. *whew* I am so hungry mom is finishing up her bills and I think we're going to Frisch's =] and to look@ a different mattress. ERRRgh.
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| Valentines Day My Ass! |
[Feb0206] |
Well today wasn't entirely bad. It did though mark my one year anniversary as to being single.. Lol that's not fun at all. But when I came home from driving school at like 5 mom went out to OUTBACK &got us a huge dinner since none of us have boyfriends haha. She got 2 dinners of crab to split, which is a lot lol I'm still full, some nifty sides, and extra appitizers. Mmmm. Now I'm just waiting for her to come home from Jennifer's real fast so we can start to watch American Idol =P
So.. How was your Valentine's Day?
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| pwnage! |
[Feb0206] |
So yeah this weekend was pretty awesome. First, on Friday I had Katie& Christy spend the night =) That was pretty fun. First me and Katie went to Frisch's with Brandon to visit Christy =P Then we stopped by Skyline looking for Tyler, who wasn't working =[ So we went home & then Christy joined us after her shift!
Then Saturday we decided to go to the mall instead of the movies ;P LOTS of pics from there.. We were picking out our Formal dresses for Winter formallll.
Then that night I spent the night@ Katie's and we decided to model ;] ahhaa. Yeah,
( CHECK IT OUTT ).
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